It's one of those nights where i find my current blog http://jyneestly.blogspot.com all messed up, disorganized and i just want to start all over again.
Someone please tell me what in the world is wrong with me. ANYBODY?! This is prolly the 3rd time i'm changing to a "new blog" and it will be the last, i vow.
People get blase and spiritless after using/doing the same thing over again right? Like changing a smartphone, clothes or a boyfriend. Nah, ain't nobody got time for that. Maybe its just me. I have myself to blame.
Nevertheless, i don't think i should delete my old blogs. There's too much memories type-written with different people. Who knows, someday i'll read it again and laugh at how immature/lame i used to be.
Seems like no one ever blog these days. I'm all burn out trying to find inspiration from others. Whatmore, i'm lost for words.
Days like today where i'm all hyped up to blog only come every once in a few months. I'm probably the worst blog owner ever made in history (i declare this on my own).
Late night thoughts, they haunt me. I get all frustrated at myself for being so ignorant, waver and restless. Perhaps i won't be able to survive in the "real world".
Sometimes i wish i could just shut myself indoors and never get attach to the outside world. It's creepy and vulnerable when you think of it.
This leds me to college, going back to Inti in FIVE MORE DAYS. *drum roll* This sucks. As much as i miss my friends i don't want to be in some place where people wear a mask all the time. Anyhow, i pray to God everyday that i'll learn to love His people.
It's 2a.m. Time to hit the sack.
Signing off, Jyn
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